reminisce as time goes,

Wondering is it worth giving up what you had been for to get what you always want?

2010-06-07T12:16:00.003+08:00

Apparently, When you are goddamn sick, you will have some spare time to blog about shit again.
And yes, i found some nostalgia feeling to blog at here again.

Happen to see some old photos with I.
Yep, Had some ups and downs feeling but still, wish him happiness cause i fail to do so.

I don't know what's wrong with me but i know this is not me.

almost died

2010-06-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

Ok. Almost died out of gastric pain for the past few days.
The problematic stomach had been killing me and yes, i still must treasure it like gold.
Maybe i have to sayang it so it wont give me so much pain that (1)make me cry in pain, (2)make me lying outside my house and crying in pain, (3)make me cry in pain until i fall asleep (so i wont feel the pain anymore), (4)make me miss out sat's partying session and (5) make me those who love me very much, mad worried.

YEP.
& NOTE TO SELF : NO SPICY FOOD/COFFEE/TEA (if you knw me well, i surely wont abide to it)

gastric problem is good.
cause whenever i over eat or never eat, surely, i will diarrhea. and yes, i will be thin forever. wooooooooooooo.

PHOTO SPAMZZZ. sry. got unglam ones -.-

2010-04-21T13:20:00.011+08:00

HAHAHAHA. I think I damn brave to post everything up without filtering out the ugly ones.

Oh ya, Do all girls edit their pics before they post them?

Because I don't. I find them a chore.

After posting so many pictures, I wanna get a cam, tho i am not a cam-person.

HAHAHAHA. I fucking got no life.

2010-04-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

HAHA. JOKE. i posting again. wtf?

Im just bored and i wanna post some pictures.

I don't wanna post it on fb, neither on twitter.

yadah yadah,
I still really dont understand why am I degrading myself to this extend.

Probably, you are just not that into me.

I think, you shld just tell me, in my face. Cos i am really upset about it now.

Leave me alone

2010-01-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

I now super emo.

If you are out to play, leave me alone.
If you are no longer the same, leave me alone
If you are unable to feel the way i feel, leave me alone

I want to get back , everything i had .

2010-01-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

I'm sucha lazyyyybum

my bday to-do list is not working.

haven't get credit card application form
haven't make hair
haven't book btt

sucks. need to get things done !

2010-01-05T10:26:00.002+08:00

Prolly i shld give here a chance!

start blogging, mojo is here.

well, i still feels sianzzzz over here.

i need to find a new place to settle down for years.

by the way, for a moment, i wanted to ink myself with "reminiscence-thepast"
after much thinking, i think it is quite silly, yet, it is all i wanted.

2009-12-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

i am not posting .

will be converted to twitter.

if you knw long ago , navigate from the left and join me at twitter.

love ya.

2009-12-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1st year anniversary,
@guessthetruth/ivan/vanvan/love/sweetheart.

muaaaaaaaaah.
lol. total gayness.

click on ads, k?

I zouk-ed /woohoo.

2009-11-21T12:12:00.010+08:00

i zouk-ed

with

my zouk-ed girls.

1) Gangster LWL

2) Fake lashes pris

3) Cute shoes xh

4) plus VANVAN and JJ (boyf)

5) together with Vincent.

6) Last, i saw Tiv in toilet(semi-died)
7) i home-d at 2plus

cos it was a sausage party
&
it was fucking squeeze.

8) on a lighter note, guess what ..

( I AM REVEALING AFTER .. 12AM.)

9) i jetty jump-ed yesterday too.
i look fake tho- looks like 2pic combined.

10) The jump was quite high. V scared.
it's from the metal thingy to the sea.

oh yes, finally. long post with pics up.
guess it was too long ago that i did a nice post like this, with all my heart.
zouk-ing soon again.

and *screams* Im eighteen sooooooooon!
yet, another one more month.

2009-11-17T09:00:00.002+08:00

I just realised that lab lessons are whore.

2009-11-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

I just realised that lab lessons are whore.

2009-11-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

after listening to my kiddos voice on phone, i just realized how much i missed them!

AHHHHHHHHHH. i am going gaga about those little mobs.

my legs still aches after 2days.
i finally know why i kept wanting to fall down, cos my legs ache like fuck.

2009-11-15T22:05:00.009+08:00

I DONT LIKE TO BLOG.
fuck you

with my favourite girls, plus shar&sher which i didn't take a pic with them

but anyway, iris is coming back
*SCREAM* :0

2009-11-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

wo yao qu partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

wait for iris to come. drive daddy's car out and partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

woo hoo ~

but first, i must get my btt :(

29/12- register btt !
29/12- apply clear card
29/12- it's my 18th!

2009-11-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

out to town with themmmmmm

happy 11th month !
happy 10th month !

thai express !

Xh : Jen

NTUC

Steamboat again!! Tom yum.

Happily eating steamboat

Dont they look like ghost? HAHA

Steamboat roxxxxx

i am happy ..

2009-11-03T21:23:00.001+08:00

the only bad thing about having too much friends .. is that you cannot be there for every single one of them when they need you very much ..

Top3 shopping place!

2009-10-31T23:00:00.003+08:00

I was thinking where all my money gone and left that tiny bit ..
So i tried to recall and write down where i spent MOST of my money ..

(1) POPULAR - this store is a killer, i spent money buying story book, reference book, assessment book and a lot more!! FYI, i spent 30dollar just now, a new storybook and a magazine which cost 10dollars. wtf? Average time inside : 1 and half hour !!

(2) WATSON - all those stupid equipments i played with my body and hair. Wanted to get a foot bubble spa machine from there with the NEW infrared system, it will cost 50dollars!!!!!! bought face mask things all from here. can spend a lot a lot and time inside! Average time inside : 1hour !!

(3) NTUC - tibits/sweets/snacks/cooking equipments ANOTHER KILLER. once i can spend 1hour inside, just looking at the products .. and buying 30dollars worth of junks !

do most girls spent on these stores? i think no.
:( why i so weird?

2009-10-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i found myself too pampered.

But, after looking at the pampered kids' blog

I felt pitiful.

:) i should look at more!

2009-10-25T12:42:00.002+08:00

i think guys are the most nasty thing found on earth.

yet, girls are still fall for them.

If heart can think logically as mind, girls will never do such out of the norm stuff!

without love, we perish.

2009-10-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

totally singing it out to bbyboy, trying to form out the rhythm

2009-10-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

This week is very hectic, don't even have time to go out.
everyday, i complained how tired i am. how much i wanna sleep.
but, i survived every single day up to day 3, which is today.
everyday, 8am starts. SPECIAL THING IS! thrus 1pm.

lil monsters having exams next wk.
v worried. was complaining to a mum about how his son copied answer sheet for chinese and thinks that it was a wise choice not to confess. i gave him 3 chance. and yet, he chose not to confess. so, that's the consequence. was v angry with him.

my others monsters were very well-behaved that i could even use their com and they do their homework. hopefully, they can do that for every single session, i guess, i will be over the moon.

i am very stressed about their exam that i could spend 50dollar per day, overspent!
i need to cut down on relaxation. cos i did mani&pedi, waxing and .. cabs! wtf? in 3days!
was quite disappointed in myself, but anyway, i am going to be jobless like again. sibei bored.
So, will sticking to vanvanluv v tightly! and even work together. hehe!

money money money, fall from sky can?

It's time to settle my cravings!

2009-10-16T11:37:00.002+08:00

Everyone has cravings right?

i love mango ice, mee sua and chicken rice!
hahhahaa. now i know what should i ask my kiddos to give me when i made her pass her maths!
but anyway, i am going to eat all these 3 later ! with @charloves.

M also missing @heymachine accompany to eat western/chicken rice.
will be eating with her soon. another 1 more month time.

M missing xpxp91 baking session N @guessthetruth a date to eat teppanyaki.
i am craving for teppanyaki too!

Repainted nails/putting gel nails.
will do it soon! :0

the-ladies-closet status: (i) waiting for ship in about 10days time.
(ii) preparing for next one. found suitable clothes again! ><

School is starting..
yet a lot of things to be done!

RAH
>:0

loverboy!

2009-10-10T02:31:00.006+08:00

for you, bbyboy!

love you !

2009-10-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

i remember a bit more what i wanted to post..

had missed clubbing a lot. yet, had to abide to bbyboy's words.
on second note, clubbing partner, is still at aus.
missing her a lot a lot..

maybe the next session will sub her with my dearest charmonster!
she is a nightmare chaser, boredomkiller, kiddoscrewer.
hahaha. i jus created a lot of silly names for her!

i luv/miss bbyboy, who is missing from 7pm-1am.
i might chop u alive, so better pop up now!

2009-10-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

ok. sry for spamming at twitter.
I was pretty excited tht my thoughts are finally flowing properly, after much months and days..
because you know, my blog hasn't been back to the old days blogging ..

but anyway, i am happy and pretty excited for lots of things coming up soon ..
the things i order online which cost 400dollars is coming in soon. hopefully, 2wks time.
selling off brand new apparels so hope people do support!

If my online shop do succeed, i will try for second collection.
had been trying real hard making things work.
not forgetting my sister too.. who shares a part in it!

and & & & ..
mid-december i am flying to hk! confirmed!
hehehe. and best part, only my dad n mum going. Which means, more spending power!
finally, i am going disneyland. (sound kidddddd)

today i am going to ton ton ton .. lol. ahlian.
err. ton at home, with kiddos books and bbyboy's emaths papers.
i am dying. the mentioned names killed my brain cells a lot a lot .
esp bbyboy's. i had been spending my nights solving maths questions! wtf?

and. i. forget. most. of. them.

so, i have to do them slowly .. one by one.

gd news, i completed my mini test for kiddos.
lemme reward myself .. 20mins break!

to be continued ... off to break

2009-10-09T11:27:00.001+08:00

The shipment is confirm coming !!

:D

i think the most anticipating item will be mickey mouse tee. lol!

2009-10-09T01:51:00.004+08:00

Ok. Recently baked cakes with Cindy

(hihi sweet! v long never see u)

Baked one for family and one for love.

Happy the tenth, bbyboy!

After using my heart and soul to decorate the cake!
I decorate the border.

and took a picture with my cake.

Obviously, he was happy !

and ...

Cindy's
Cindy's mini posh inspired cake! lol

halfway done ..

anyway, just paid around 200dollars for online shopping.
So, friends do support.
Will upload the link again.. when stocks are here!
:P

2009-10-05T10:23:00.004+08:00

Will be heading town to check out my labels.

sis bf's sis is going US, getting us little prezzie!

Kate Spade VS Coach.

thinking i will get a Kate Spade bag and a Coach wallet.
but i like the Kate Spade small wallet, like my MBMJ and it is cheap
but then Coach wallet is like a proper wallet with everything and it only cos 30dollars more.

hello god, can u give me more money? (insert smile)
so that i can have more spending power and will not have to make a choice,
BECAUSE I CAN BUY ALL THREE. then i will be very happy.

FYI, i am going to be jobless, kiddos will be having vacation soon.
will look for money opportunities sooooooooooon.

2009-10-05T02:14:00.000+08:00

what a rich and branded dog.

can i wear those too :x

2009-10-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

wo hen bored.

this year lantern fest, is boring.

cos i cannot burn down playgrds and get featured on crimewatch -suggested by char<3

2009-09-30T01:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes, simple pleasure is able to leave a smile on everyone's face.

i know. i am the ones who need love more than fun.

2009-09-29T10:36:00.001+08:00

In my family, no one votes to move to landed property because ...

MUM SAYS THAT, STRANGERS WILL CLIMB IN TO OUR HOUSE .

2009-09-29T03:14:00.002+08:00

hahahaha.

this is funny !

2009-09-29T02:49:00.001+08:00

totally awesome !

lil bubble monsters

gonna get cracking with online shopping business.
venturing in that, hoping tht i will help my sister a little!

luv, jenjen!

2009-09-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

i emo-ed.

ended.

should i ?

2009-09-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

Should i get my hair reborn-ed again?

cos kinda of "pong-pong" eh..

but, bfIvan says no need to spend such money.

on 2nd thoughts, guys are unreliable.

later say hw come my hair so cui never go make something..?

sian lor :(
how ah?

should i make or should i not?

working @ expo this wkend!
$.$ hehehe!

i chose love instead of fun.

2009-09-24T00:17:00.005+08:00

Spent a bomb on nails, last week
Spend a bomb on kose stuff, this week.
Should i spend a bomb on my hair, next week?

Did mask just now, looked quite funny! (cos it is black in color!)
Whn Ivan is young, he is afraid of weird color mask! haha~

When you want something, you have to forsake another thing.
What's your choice?

W/o love, let's perish!
-Jennifer

2009-09-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

i love you, sweet.

090909- it's the day for 9!

2009-09-09T12:05:00.002+08:00

hehehehe .. 9! day.

planned to meet up.
hopefully it works !

and hope tht the room is available.
I wanna spend time with luvs

iris luvluv

2009-09-08T03:21:00.001+08:00

Me luv you.
come back soon

Received many luvs from friends,
cos they keep complaining i am still crying a lot a lot recently.
Even BfIvan says so.

Can't bring myself to think of its holidays and she is away ..
Cos during secondary school hols, we can meet every single day.
Now i know how much she is needed in my life !

I wanna go with you there too.
your bed is big and cosy!
but, don't leave you saliva all around!

Will be there with you during April hols!

bidding goodbye, iris <3

2009-09-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

900th post- bidding goodbye to Bff.

How far is S'pore from Melb?
I am counting the distance between the 2 countries.

w/o those obstacles, this will be distance between us, 0cm
because in my heart, we are together ! ^^ (your fav, bouncing eyebrows!)

love you always, trying hard to keep my tears.
tho, you know i will cry out loud later.
will be expecting lots of drama later.

see you all at T3~

love, jen

2009-09-03T10:19:00.002+08:00

Browsing through the pictures we took recently,
A recollection of event playing in my brain afresh.
Miss them all yet tears trickles,
because there's too many things holding you back.

Wanna hold you tight, but i have to let it go.
The insecurity in me once you left,
Is the heart afraid of breaking.
but, i will try to stay as strong as i can.
Breakdown/Rant to you as soon as you're back.

Stay strong sweet, I'll always here, no matter what.
I've got your back.

I wanna see you with undies!
HAHA

Make sure you're back for my going-adulthood 18th!

but.

last and final,
I dont want you to leave. Can you don't leave?

(self to note: don't cry, don't cry, you're going to be away for 12wks)

Iris, i miss you ! (L)

2009-08-29T01:26:00.002+08:00

I wanted to stay @ Bbyboy's place tonight..

But
my dad n mum had a tension just nw at home ..

it's quite funny, cos i am outside, so i didnt see the whole thing ..

BUT

main point is abt ..

.

.

.

.

They are quarreling about who clog the toilet bowl in their room .. !

n

the culprit is me ! C:

funnayeeee!

but i saaaaaad.

cos i didn't bring bbyboy's mac home.

& in the end,
i've got no maple session tonight!

i needa go his place early in the morning for !! maple !!

luv,
jenjen!

2009-08-28T11:12:00.002+08:00

Seriously, you just have to stop being unappreciative and learn to be appreciative.

Stop listening to others,

Hold there,

Listen to yourself.

&then break free.

Do what you think is right.

the time left is running out.
Don't let her stand alone.

U know i know ..

xoxo,
Jen.

2009-08-25T13:53:00.002+08:00

Now being a tutor myself, i finally know why my tutor used to be so angry whenever i anyhow do my homework.

Q: what will happen at the end of the experiment?
(experiment regarding 2 potted plants)

My student wrote me this, " the banana will be rotten"

WTF? does the banana has to do anything with plants?

AHHHHHHHHHH ! drives me mad.

2009-08-24T10:10:00.001+08:00

From then .. I kiss and said goodbye.

To dearest bbf's farewell

2009-08-23T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hi Bbf,

Here's your nice long lovely essay i am going to write.

Wanted to wrote it yesterday, however, maple stopped me.

So I shall start now, yeah?

Ever since secondary school, we had been friends. Fate made us meet and became friends, in fact, really good friends i must admit that. It had been a joy to be with you, always.

Still remembering those secondary school days, where we used to tease you, xiaohei. omg. tht's classic, really. Being with the whole cheesy clique, we always do crazy things after school. water splashing, carpark catching, many things else. It's really so far away now. Now, everyone seems far apart, busy with school stuff, projects and including other factors. It really require everyone's effort to get together to maintain the friendship, don't you agree?

Still, I have to hide my tears away to bid goodbye to my really good friend.
She had been always there, always. Whenever she has time, she will always try to meet up with every single one of us, trying to be there where ever we are. When the days of her departure nearing, i really started tearing alone at deep night.

Reminiscing those days where i had problems, she will be there. There's once significant moment where i hugged her at mrt, because i had a big fight with _. She complained that we look les and i laughed so hard that she made me forget about my troubles instantly.

Today(23/8), She causally said that I shouldn't spent so much time with her, because it will make me even more inseparable from her. Yet, i still want to spend more time with her, cos i know, i will miss her hell lots. She will be coming back in 8wks time.. but, i really really really want to see her more, like almost every single day before she leave.

I SWEAR THAT I WILL CRY @ FAREWELL DINNER, DEPARTURE HALL & THE DAY BEFORE SHE LEAVE.

hugs and kisses,
Jennifer.

(L) really, i will miss you lots.

precious lil ones !

2009-08-21T09:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,
kiddo said," my brother's phone cost 4mil."
I replied, "really?" (pretty shock? cos how can phone be 4mil)

was pretty relieved after hearing..
" my cousin uses Iphone which cos 5mil. "

laughing away .. as usual.

And I called my another kiddo,
me, "hello!"
kid, " hello julia (HER BEST FRIEND) "
me, " DO I SOUND LIKE JULIA? I am Jennifer!"

it's quite saddening to know tht i (18yrsold) still sounded like a p2 (8yrsold) kid.

rofl! kids are kids. always tht cute !

2009-08-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hi, Day 1 of examination- like a dog already.

Before leaving the examination hall,
Capt ask me, " So how Jennifer? can do?"
I replied, " Wa kao, you call this examination? Sure pass one leh."

Fyi, i scored 33marks for this last ica.
song bo? :c gd luck jenjen.

And i have only around 5hrs of sleep.
here i am, starting to study for tmr killer paper.
Cmi economics, i want to know you better.
Kiddos teaching, had fun fun fun !
My kiddo ask me, what is ben dan?
I told her, STUPID LAH! WA. you dont know? you really bendan lor.
(bad teacher bad bad bad!)

muacksmuacks! is the new hello when i ans the phone. (but to Ivan only)
Love BfIvan. muacksmuacks!

2009-08-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

it is so difficult to accept the fact that people change in looks/character with respect to time.

If i could, i would reverse time and make them stay.

Bff is leaving, it's not possible to shed tears.

2009-08-14T09:57:00.001+08:00

I skip school for a wk.

next wk ica. wish me luck.

how i wish i had the motivation to go school.

Maybe, if.

2009-08-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

i got F by maple.

acct got block.

what fuck man?

2009-08-12T11:52:00.003+08:00

ok. want to update this little space before it died.

mini special, 10 updates about recent life.

(1) i didn't update about my HAPPY THE 8TH.
we haven't break up k? for those who wish we did.
did nothing. stayed at home together.
quite heartwarming, because happy with each other company.

(2)Ica in 1wks time, 2wks later, 2months break. job? intro k? D:

(3) maple had been a bitch because it kept patching, yet the urge of mapling is high.
gonna learn self control. i wanna max level soon.

(4) up to here, i feel so powerful, because i am excelling in both playing and studying.
ok. maybe not so much in studying because result havent come out. but definitely in mapling. because i am going to MAX level. join in the fun k? maple is no longer twit ~ :D

(5) My bbf will be leaving, i am going to miss her a lot a lot. i want to acc her A LOT. i bet i will cry a lot a lot (like one litre of tears). i am like a crybby again..

(6) Till now, after talking about bbf leaving, i feel so emo kid. But suddenly thought about eating magnum ice-cream with jas and yt after school makes me happy. because i watched american pie (i know i lok kok) on mrt, kovan shopping centre AND I LAUGHED LIKE F.

(7) Why is everyone using onsugar? so annoying, because you all know i dont bear to leave this place and start on a new one, yet it is a trend to use onsugar. &&&& i cannot see all your blogs. ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING. rah~

(8) Malaysia with family is fun. went to new jusco and food is WONDERFUL. you know i love teppanyaki and they went there to eat hot stone. nice. i love. seafood for dinner is simply PERFECT. except that the fact, bfIvan is not around.

(9) Made a mess in BfIvan's house, sad. my fault.

(10) A lot of gathering coming up. Farewell party, Skok B'day and a lot of time need to spent with bbf, before she leave. YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO SEE MY FACE (almost everyday~) i will pester u.

i want everything to stay this way. can i? except the negative ones (-ve)
&& i want to buy all olivia ong songs, i luv smooth jazz.

2009-08-05T11:35:00.001+08:00

i hate this restricted feeling inside this place.

i used to love my blog so much tht i blogged a lot of times in whole day.

now, i cant write the slightest thing inside, can't write about what i feel, can't write wht i did.

because there's always people concern about ... other strangers.

so, don't feel good now.

contrastingly , i enjoy reading those people's blog who wrote lots of feeling and thoughts.
i feel so coward, dare not express my feelings and thoughts here.

because if it is neg, a lot of calls and spams. (questioning you, where i dont think i need)
if it is positive, i of course post it, but there's always negative side as well.
(dont know how to explain. see n watch. know and feel.)

Reminiscence-thepast feels so not reminiscing anymore.

2009-08-05T11:13:00.002+08:00

i miss school again.

like a few days back .. i said i shall not miss school again

practically, jasmine brain washed me.
JAS- let's dont go tong lesson, also do nothing.
ME- uh? why. hais. like tht i travelled for 40mins for 2hrs lesson, like stupid.
JAS- i different, i meeting ky later.

so. she. made. me. skip. school. BLAME HER! D:

on a happier note, i am popping to ivan house and surprise him, because keys are with me.

luv,
jen

2009-08-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

happy 17th baby.

always happy as before.
celebration with his friends @ school.
cab down from Sp to Phs, fetched him home.
smiled, laughed&&&& mapled!

grats on max level. soon to be mine.

hoping tht love wont change, time wont pass.
because we will always stay this way.

flenz are miss thou.
i shall meet y'all up.

2009-07-31T10:48:00.002+08:00

i gave school a miss again.

note to self: more more more self-discipline

waiting for Ivan to release from school, enjoying my friday @@@@ town.
having ivan's favourite MOF later. happy happy happy couple we are.

P/s reds are finishing, byebye to PMS

funny things i just realise,
1. i haven't been using my atm card and throw it somewhere, where i cant find.
2. i have a weird body which gives me a lot of problem.
3. i always think i have a lot to do, but i am not doing anything.

maybe, i should start doing them.
i hack maple for level. hehe. i am enjoying tht a lot !

2009-07-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, recently i maple a lot, because it is fun !

can moi flenz play with me? we go ks twits!

&&& one main point regarding maple, the twits maplers disappeared. seriously, disappear.

I enjoy play maple so much now.

the mon mon is X10000000 cuter.

2009-07-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

i am struggling with medicine. My head, my nose.
i swallow a significant amount of medication everyday.

dying soon.

i am having headache NOW!

2009-07-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

i hit 39.5C last night.

power ?
And spent hundred plus on medicine!

worst ever.

2009-07-22T15:08:00.003+08:00

Darling, i am dying soon. so, if you are not coming back within an hour, i might die on your bed due to h1n1 symptoms, BUT I DO NOT HAVE H1N1 K?

with much love,
jennifer.

2009-07-21T01:11:00.002+08:00

Latest love

Boy, you are always so sweet and nice.
Thanks for the love, i appreciate it.

Currently down with flu bug, think will be well soon with Ivan's tedious care!

2009-07-18T12:45:00.001+08:00

Ivan's dad say fishing tonight.

So, WOO HOO ! :D

2009-07-18T12:14:00.002+08:00

In order to receive love and care from your love ones, give a second thought about the things you do and think whether should you receive that kind of treatment.

gave phuture a miss (cos BfIvan was running high fever)
disappoint char. sorry lovergirl, shall compensate you next week.

heartaches whenever he sweats out the fever. because i understand the discomfort of having fever.
heartaches whenever he complains that he is unwell, feeling weak.
heartaches when he told me, how i wish you are here to take care of me, feeling empty. (tho i just reached home)

Baby, just get well soon. k?

2009-07-17T00:33:00.004+08:00

HEY SWEETS, SELLING THIS for 20(bought it @ 26)

absolutely brand new k? as you can see, the pics i post, none is with this blazer.

didn't really think through well why i bought this, but anyway, i am selling this.

because i want a new shoes.

#43 Your everyday casual blazer pre-order

The shiny parts are made of silk.
Measurements: 14" across, 18" down. Sleeves are 13" long.
Fits UK 6 to 12

SO BUY THIS FROM ME K?
LEAVE ME A COMMENT !

HEAR FROM YOU ALL SOON. PLSSSSSSSSS!

2009-07-13T13:27:00.007+08:00

oh yeah.
finally, i am blogging a super long post full of pictures. I know, since long i last posted such a good post. I think i need to catch up more for my blog, in order to safekeep all my memories and not be forgotten.

Recently, celebrated Ivan's mum birthday on sun.
Had a lot of nasi lemak. hehaho. ivan say i fat. (yes. i am. if u say so)
nevertheless, i am still yours :P
too bad. you got a fat gfJennifer then.

why so many july babies?
Fl's farewell and Jeff's birthday @ zouk.
Had a lot of fun.
tho my slipper spoilt, but i see a lot of shows! woo hoo.
very squeeze leh, hate it lor.
afterall, it is still wonderful! music good, company good. a lot of NVS
and jasmine is good! :D (SHE SEH SEH!)

recent pictures

my lovelys

can't imagine life w/o iris once she go aus.

cindy and i will miss you k? wait for u to be back.

miss the fun

i like this

guesssssssss

our appetizer (HAHA) i cheated.

Jeff. kept laughing at him, cos he drunk.

IVAN LIM, DONT JEALOUS K? ME LOVE U

Ivan and Jennifer

picture spam (L)

2009-07-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

hi. i am alive.

gickr.com animation

2009-07-10T00:22:00.001+08:00

Make your own animation

2009-07-10T00:16:00.001+08:00

http://gickr.com/results/anim_6a17f913-7be1-8904-2d16-88cfdd30b889.gif

this is the latest trend k ?

2009-07-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY THE 7TH, love <3

i hate school.

i dont want to go school tmr, but there's presentation. shit!

2009-07-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

i hate school.

i dont want to go school tmr, but there's presentation. shit!

2009-07-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

i love my wonderful love life
(maybe not that good, ivan went disappear after calling since 130)

i have a bad family side
(yet to recover, but slightly better) cos' they bought my breakfast/lunch

a 50-50 balance friendships.
(because cos' there I AND C, always!)

i almost witness (:o) a real real .........

bla.i dont know what to write anymoreeeeeeeeee

2009-07-01T11:28:00.001+08:00

i got a fucking lecturer who teach nothing yet his notes are like crap as well.

my class is so dead for the later on paper.

2009-06-29T21:30:00.002+08:00

i offended my dad and mum thus i feel fucking pathetic like a dog at home.
stayed at ivan's place for the whole afternoon.
felt very unwilling to go home as i know i will be condemned again.

sian. at house outside saw only my mum and dad's slippers.
ok. i am a pathetic person at home as no one talks to me, me talks to no one.
me sad.cry.unhappy. no one bothers. maybe there's someone, ivan. yeah?
hmmm.

i think i don't want to come home so early tmr.

today's paper killed 3/4 of my class.
tomorrow's paper might kill all of my classmates, who knows?
economics had always been a killer. agree?

YES.

2009-06-27T12:39:00.002+08:00

If you need any investigation, pls find jennifer.

she is ultimate. because she has found her best best best always-wanted thing!

: )

I am glad that i didn't shed any tear.
way to go girl!

i still fucking hate that loser.

2009-06-26T12:30:00.001+08:00

I miss the past where we'll moving forward now.

2009-06-26T00:32:00.001+08:00

2009-06-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

I want Iphone 3G S.

Changing soon. i think. lol

Ivan, promise hor ! i don't care.

i hate her. why is she demoralizing other people?
seriously, she need to get hold of herself.

2009-06-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

Nb. Morning badmouth about ppl now I sore thoart.
Fuckkkkkkkk.

B, I will start to whininggggggg a lot!

2009-06-24T11:34:00.003+08:00

Just saw my primary schoolmate's blog.

oh man. Just look at the 2 loser who "bullied" me. okok. not bullied actually. i wanted to befriend with them but they outcast me. nevertheless, i found my true true friends in primary! K&R

This girl, one of the bully! , told her mum that i was snatching her bestfriend away? hell! then the mum even spoke to my mum about it. && THE FUCKING LOSER MUM TALK TO MY MUM AS THO I AM A CHAO AH LIAN, TEACH HER ALL THOSE BAD BAD STUFF? wa lao, i even treat them meals ok? however, that's not the point anymore. BECAUSE she is now a fucking big loser! main point! HAHAHA.

The word, loser, had been my all-time favourite!
b'cos it is not very insulting compared to ccb and other $#^*&^

...

DONE.

the heart shaped pasta

this supposed to be cooked and inside my stomach by now ...
however, things cock-up and change of plans.
Ivan with his mum, Jennifer with her flenxzxz

SO HAPPY. MEETING IRIS AND CINDY IN 10MORE MINS.
lubxzxzxz them!

& i just realised that my bob pins are missing
where they are supposed to be bought together.

ALL BECAUSE IVAN PUT THOSE PINS BACK
WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGEMENT!!!!!

loveya,sweet.

2009-06-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

Reformatted com!

2009-06-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

我明天要去UBIN.
(tomorrow, I going to UBIN!)

:)

2009-06-16T14:31:00.004+08:00

I'm alone @ ivan's house. HAHAH!

Recently when back to school to do project

My shocking pink nails.

Together with ivan's cute cousin, Sherrie.

The perfect picture.

Currently at ivan's place. alone at his house cos he went to table tennis training.
later going to teach kiddos again. @ punggol so stayed at his place.
hehehe. on his aircon and drank my root beer. sibeishiok!

lovelovelove. he's going to make keys for me real soon right ivan? Winks* >.< iris, eat dinner together real soon ok? busy girl.

NOTE TO SELF: study study study!!
haven't study since hols and exams are in 2 wks time.

I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho) - Pitbull

2009-06-12T23:03:00.005+08:00

my 2 little kiddo.

Pretty long lashes

obviously not extended lashes.

Absolute lovely, mylove

Recently, Ivan accompany me back to school.
did my project and ate FC3 superb noodles&fruit juice.
So-in-loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Will i ever be back with .

2009-06-12T16:04:00.001+08:00

ok. i am so dead.

i stayed at home, intending to study.

& fuck you internet.

it made me look at xx's guide to life. i keep indulging in it.

Seriously, it is a fucking bad choice to on the laptop.

SERIOUSLY, I AM SO DEAD NOW. I HAVE NOT STUDIED MUCH.

AND I SACRIFICE MY FRIDAY LEH. supposingly can meet ivan leh .. wa piang.

&& i am eating funkies again.

cycle - photoshoot - BBQ

2009-06-10T23:28:00.010+08:00

classic version of "so near yet so far"

i am in a busy life schedule.

yesterday cycling. today photoshoot. tmr BBQ.

posting a series of pictures ..

Cycling trip to jalan kayu - sk park - matt's place

BTW, i have a lot of photos still yet to upload. those are from my fb, merely grabbing them.

I did eyelash extension today with C. I'm loving those lashes so muchyyyyyyyyyy.

Surprised Iris with the photoshoot thingy. she look like jasmine (a-la-din's GF) ok, joke.

helena called me today just to say she missed me. omg. how much sweeter can she be? love ya sweetie. muackmuacks*

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

twittttttts

Pretending that everything is over.

2009-06-08T10:38:00.001+08:00

...

squeeeeeeeezy ~

got mixed up feeling inside. bad mood. i hate.

dad.

2009-06-07T17:36:00.003+08:00

Happy the sixth, IvanLimzq & JenniferLimly

We look super sporty right? hahaha. actually, we went to eat breakfast only.
@home
In front of me still see girls fb !!!!
lovelove

-random

-Prawning

At home with PJ

Jayden's bro birthday

I now ... very happy.

excited for my lovely half a yrrrrrrrr

& also because i get to post pictureeeees

i fear the word commitment.

2009-06-07T03:28:00.001+08:00

Can Ivan train his chest muscle, so that his neh neh is bigger than mine. HAHAHA.

fucking funny!

& he is just beside me !

2009-06-07T02:16:00.002+08:00

Happy the sixth ~

Was happy prawning this evening with xh&jj (btw, happy the fifth!)
plus another gay couple. zj&jon.

alright, i had fun.
learnt to prawn. as i get a lot of prawn freed away, ok. i noob.
Ivan caught prawns & i wanna catch the guppies there.

will be gg there again next wk, with sis and bf.
hehehehehehhe ~

xh, let's go there and prawn again. i like!

Sleepover again!
Photoshoot with 9Nine real soon.

I'm like so over the moon ! &i go moo-moo-moo.

lovelovelovelove

2009-06-06T12:27:00.004+08:00

Tmr is Jennifer&Ivan's half a yr anniversary. well done, love.

Didn't manage to meet iris on wed due to pw.
one of the team mate didn't turn up. have to cover his share. shitty.

Hope to see her soon, like tues?
(together with matt, farhan, cindy, iris- the pratas)
haha. hugs&misses
And lovely char said she gg to meet me soon. REAL SOON.

my stat lab test- holy crap.
i didn't even touch the question that have the most marks at all
so, doomsday!

on a happier note,

parents out of town again!
party time!

2009-05-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

there's too many people to miss.

and i have started missing them. . .

IVAN. Irisssssssssss. Cindy. wenli. xinhua. sharon. pris. sher. tivona. charmaine. sylvia. jasmine. tata. & the list goes long.

2009-05-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

i am so sick.

Ivan popped by last night to buy me dinner. in the end it rained and i went down to give him umbrella. i saw a maid doing that as well, i feel like a maid too.

fine. i am sick. down with fever, flu and cough = H1N1 :) dont play play. i am joking! in case ppl report me ! :D

2009-05-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

hi. i am a spendthrift. i spent 50% of my allowance on cabs. imagine? how many clothes i can buy man. other than that i bought 2 clothes. (introduce from jasmine's blog shopping emails!)

wa. really. cannot . check . online . shopping . emails .

they chopped my allowance even lesser.

: (

i still hate my lecturer. he is a proud shit.

2009-05-27T23:39:00.007+08:00

tmr is a war with fucking tong lecturer.

i swear, i am going to pass your fucking module so as not to repeat your fucking module.
you better make sure i get the lowest in your class and the rest all pass. or you going to be a fucking loser.

fuck - fuck - fuck.

he said that we are failure because we are unable to find the tutorial we need to do.
he said that we better sleep in class rather than listening to his lesson.
after which, "Jennifer, get out!"

LECTURER POWER?
because i refuse to sleep?
abusing authority crapshit.

p/s: mr tong, if you so happen to be the lame/dumb/insane/bo liao/crazy one who search for student's blog so as to find feedback regarding yourself. Tell you, i apologize to you doesn't mean i am in the wrong. BECAUSE you know who is the one accusing who. even if you don't, you may want to ask the class. in the worst scenario you really really don't know what's the truth, you are just a dumb fuck.
(Be it I am subjective or personal, because truth hurts)

2009-05-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

seriously, everyday is a Ivan's day.

Meeting Ivan Lim for every single day.
Wondering if Ivan was my another twinny brother or something, cos most of the ppl say we look like siblings. "Hi, bro!"

Those pics were taken over at I's place.

under his quilt cover! sercet hideout.

Dope.love

Walking away from the hideous past.

2009-05-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

go see the MTV.
I love the way she expressed her feelings.

Please don't leave me.

2009-05-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

i like this. very candid

my two love in school !

i am just came back from camp.
i look so bangala.
too much kisses from the sun.

i will be a certified lifeguard soon! hohoho~

a lot of tutorial haven't do & i am lazy. just chop me alive.

2009-05-12T00:17:00.005+08:00

:)
i look so decent here!

my ti ti ta ta added in the pic.
joesph tried to act gong pls.

Joesph spoil the pic.

i am too short that i almost got covered.

these are the more fun classmates. no geeks.

i scored highest in class for IDEAS!

all thanks to Jimmy chew (my lecturer)
alright, you smile with a bucktooth and i just love laughing at it!
i swear that he really likes me a lot ok?

because i was late for half an hour before presentation, he didn't even scold me yet graded me so high. my IDEAS presentation was crap. seriously, crap.

that blue thingy was my final artpiece.
so monster! hahahaha.

(will update recent pics with BfIvan)

had a really bad scare from Ivan.
abnormal heartbeat in splitting seconds.
i thought he will leave me, but he didn't

stay alive, love.